So I will always remember my sweet son.
I was 19 years old and in what I thought was love and living in Laramie Wyoming as my at that time fiance was going to school at Wyotech. We were only about a week away from moving back home to Oregon when I started to get very sick with what we thought was the flu. So we got him through graduation and we got all packed up and moved back home. My mother kept telling me she was pretty sure I was pregnant and I just kept telling her no I am fine its just the flu.
March 2010: I fianlly decided to go to the doctor and take a pee test to see what was going on. Little did we know that this was the day that would change or life and relationship quickly. The nurse and doctor informed us that I was for sure pregnant and we got to see our sweet baby for the first time that day. As the months went on things sounded good
June 25, 2010: This was the day that changes everything and yet one I will never ever forget. It was just another normal check for me and baby or that is what we thought. The doctor decided that it was time to check the heartbeat and he couldnt find it. So into the ultrasound room we went only to find out that our sweet son had no heart beat. We were only a few days away from finding out what we were having. I had to wait just a few hours to find out that I was to be at the hospital the next morning to be induced to deliver my son.
I gave birth to my sweet Warren on June 27, 2010.
I am so greatful for the fact that I had so many great family memebers that were there to support us and I can honestly and strongly say at that moment I realized that I need to start growing up. I later went on that year and got CNA license. I am no longer with my sons father but this is the path that God put me on for a reason. I am now a stay at home momma to a sweet redheaded princess. please feel free to ask questions about me or my family. I honestly love telling people about my son and how I feel about the whole thing.
and for those of you that have lost a baby may God Bless you with a sweet Rainbow baby like he did me.
" If God Brings You To It, He Will Bring You Through It." not sure exactly where this quote came from but I know it is one that got me through alot of things after my son gained his angel wings.
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